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It’s a BL that’s set in the 80s. The top has black hair and he’s geeky, the bottom is sporty and popular. I believe their relationship starts because the bottom keeps running into the top and causing a nuisance. The top ends up living in the bottoms home at some point.
did you mean 90s https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/1995_youth_report/ ♡
1995 Youth Report
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I'm looking for a manhwa in which the heroine is betrayed and killed but comes back to life a few years before that. She has blond hair and decides to adopt a child that Will become insanely strong to avenue herself. He has black hair and becomes obsessed with her. I know there are a lot of manwha with these characteristics, but if anyone has an idea, I'll be grateful !
Hello,recently I read manhwa about a woman that like regressed after his husband treat her bad ,and on the second life she back to him again and I don't like this kind of story.Can anyone recommend me, a regression female lead manhwa ,where she doesn't go back to the man again she be free from that man.please recommend me onegaii

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( I have a theory on why Ilay specifically chose ‘gloves’ and why he mentioned that the pair was his highest quality, too. Hear me out….)
Well, could be bc I read the novels but I’ll just be spoiling minor details, nth significant. If you don't understand Ilay’s ambiguous words and actions in the recent chapters, I think u might want to hear my theory out.
The story is really well-written. By well-written, I'm not talking about the shyt Ilay did to Tae; I mean the psychology. I agree it’s DEFINITELY miserable for my boy, Tae, and he DOESN’T DESERVE IT at all. But I mean “Passion” translated to Korean is “Suffering” or sth, so the book is technically about Tae’s suffering from Tae’s POV. It captured that suffering perfectly. The story portrayed the characters’ psychology through the consistency of their actions to each character’s nature/mindset.
I may not agree with/ hate things that happened and some characters, and I totally get the hate on Ilay but I DON'T PLAY WITH TAEUI. TAE’S MY BELOVED!
I WILL NOT be justifying Ilay’s disgusting actions, but I’ll explain his psychology in depth to answer why things happened. Think of me as a psychologist explaining a psychopath patient’s behavior.
SO SIT TIGHT, LET ME EXPLAIN. It’s gonna be long!
[There will be details from the novels(already adapted into manhwa) and a minor spoiler about Ilay’s colleague POV.]
•“Why was Ilay so mad at Tae?”
•[Ilay’s POV]
After turning the government officials’ houses upside down and searching for Tae everywhere, he suddenly got a call from Tae. Tae said:
“Do you think I might like you?”
Ilay misinterpreted it as a love confession (Tae’s words came out differently than what he intended to say; Tae said it wasn't a confession.) and Ilay asked whether Tae wanted to get out to which Tae said yes. Ilay specifically warned Tae about paying him back for everything that Ilay would sacrifice for him.
So after he had risked everything, daring to mess with the government officials and Arab royalty, hiring all of his available Riot squad colleagues to help get Tae out, and committing terrorism. He spotted Tae and was so so HAPPY. Actually, Ilay had been happy since Tae’s confession.
BUT the thought that his one-sided love was reciprocated completely SHATTERED when Tae ran to Xinlu. Ilay didn't hear what Tae yelled since it was SO CHAOTIC and bombs were dropping/Gun firing. At that moment, Ilay felt SO BETRAYED by Tae not keeping his promise to pay him back, and MOSTLY by Tae’s false confession (which gave him false hope) or you could say ‘Tae’s deceiving words’.
(Notice how I use “deceiving”? And that it relates to the recent chapter with Ilay’s words? :)I’ll explain more soon)
•[Minor spoiler: Ilay’s colleague POV]
After failing to catch up to Tae, Ilay fell off his bike. His colleague, Ivan, who was with Ilay, said Ilay just stood there like a statue staring in the direction of the car that was already out of sight. Ivan thought Ilay had been shot IN THE HEAD! Not the shoulder, the head! Ivan then heard Ilay mutter in a BARELY audible voice:
”He’s… gone. By his own choice.”
Ivan commented:
“Yeah, his voice was like… like a candle that had just gone out. It was the strangest feeling.”
Later after the squad’s job was done, Ivan went into Ilay’s room to say goodbye, Ivan said:
“He was packing his things. Then he picked up his gloves and just… kept fiddling with them.”
Ivan added with a soft smile:
“Eventually, Rick shoved the gloves into the deepest, hardest-to-reach corner of his bag…”
I think Ilay wanted to kill Tae, but he still didn't want to at the same time, so he hesitated by fiddling. (Inhumanity vs Humanity for Tae) He can't really decide, so maybe Ilay did that so the gloves would be at least hard to reach, and it might give him enough time to control himself. (As not to regret killing Tae in the heat of the moment bc he knew how furious he was.) I guess Ilay wanted to kill Tae, but still wanted to make it hard for himself to kill Tae.
Ivan was surprised that even when Tae caused Ilay all that trouble, Ilay still chased after Tae.
•“What did Ilay mean by “He’s gone… by his own choice”?”
Remember the phone call Ilay misinterpreted as a confession? Ch. 144: Ilay said:
“You said you liked me…I thought at that moment, you’re mine”
After hearing Tae’s confession. Ilay thought Tae FINALLY chose to remain by his side without Ilay having to force him to, BY HIS OWN WILL. (Ilay once told Tae after the forest incident to suffer being with him, so it’s forcing him.)
Remember how I said Ilay was happy since the confession? It’s bc of that. After Tae’s confession, he stayed silent bc his brain probably short-circuited, lol. But after seeing Tae leave and betray him, Ilay’s mutter “He’s gone… by his own choice…” was Ilay realizing that Tae DIDN'T CHOOSE to be with him after all and that it he was deceived. Ilay realized it had been false hope (Thinking that Tae finally liked him back) all along bc of his desperation to have Tae like him back and bc he believed Tae’s words on the call. That moment showed exactly how betrayed he felt.
•“Why didn’t Ilay listen to Tae first? Why did he shut him up?”
[Close observation of Ilay’s words when Ilay found Tae]
Notice how Ilay said, "Words deceive the mouth, deceive the ears, and eventually deceive even oneself."
It relates to how Ilay felt about the call.
+“Words deceive the mouth”: Ilay thinks Tae’s mouth said the confession even when the person didn't even mean it.
+“Deceive the ears” : How betrayed and deceived Ilay felt after hearing Tae’s words.
+”Decieve even oneself” : Got himself deceived by Tae’s words.
Also, HE KNEW that whatever Tae says will soften his anger and mind(Eps Tae’s pleas and cries.); this dates way back to Gable’s incident. He knew he was weak to Tae’s cries and knew it would bend him like origami.
In ch. 141 Ilay also said:
“If you cry or beg, I might bring myself to listen to you after all…But I’d rather not do that.”
Ilay believed he got deceived by Tae’s words on the call once, so he won't allow it a second time. So before Ilay could submit to Tae’s words again, Ilay was dead set on shutting Tae up before Tae could say anything. He even punched him to stop Tae from trying to talk and resist.(╥_╥)
•[notable detail in the punch]
In the novel of the recent chapter when Ilay punched him, Taeui described it as:
“It had been excruciatingly painful then, too. Yes, it hurt at least as much as now. But it hadn’t hurt more than now.”
He was referring to Ch.100: Tae almost got drugged by Xinlu’s men who were ordered by Xinlu; he wanted to meet Xinlu. Ilay warned him about the danger but Tae insisted on going. The panels showed that Ilay actually punched him with his LEFT HAND (likely non-dominant hand) just enough that it didn't leave a bruise afterwar nor make Tae pass out. (Still, how dare u, Rick?)
But in this recent punch, Ilay used his RIGHT HAND and Tae mentioned that he felt a throb in the bruised spot but didn't pass out. These details really showed Ilay’s rage and how betrayed he felt. (Can I punch Ilay, too?)
I find it interesting how he is fully capable of knocking Tae out but never does so. Maybe he can't bring himself to, or he wanted Tae to feel alive and not feel like he died (Ilay probably don't want to see Tae dead like in the dream again), or maybe he thought Tae's crying could prevented him from losing control and kill?
Idk either, but I know he’s crazy.
•“How exactly did Tae feel about Ilay doing this to him?“
The novel was SO SO DETAILED about this; I suffered 10x while reading the novel.
Of all the names I wasn't prepared to read today... I got acid reflux holy shit the cringe made my stomach shrink in on itself twice over
IT'S SO HOT
BRO
"what should I do....? please tell me" WHILE CRYING SO FKING HOT AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA